Happy............

i have found what i lose since from 2008
the place make me happy before but i start to hate it after 2008

but the god seem like giving me another chance
i feel warm from that place
feel happy
i feel i'm not alone, still have people care about you
this place make my life changes and teach me to learn

but i still cant forget the sadness
a sadness will alway remind me
the history of the place will make me feel dark
the experience tell me that is a deep hole i cant even pull out when i step in
should i, or should not

time has change everything, i alway remind myself
the darkness will come to bright
i went to this place again i saw thing has change
about the person, attitude and relationship between each other

try to get close to each other so the friendship can still continue
otherwise will become alone
alone can be happy, i will think about that when i was alone
but some of other thing need friend, more people to make more happy
and in some situation, more people cant become more happy but will become sad

it all about how the person think
how i'm thinking
i should make myself more happy
i should choose the way to make myself and other people feel happy
i still need to live more longer then other
so dun worry, be happy

i might go into this place to find the happy i want
because it really make me more happy
the person in that place it seem lesser and lesser
to prevent regret, i will come to "you" again
this time i will not make myself not happy anymore
be strong

for all my friend
may the god bless our friendship will continue year by year

feel free for update

long time din update my blog already
recently watch some of dac(7) member write about their friend
so touch
should i do the same thing???
and how much i should write?????
better dun write, XD
sorry for that

dun know isit stay at home for long time then mood will changed
want hang out with friend but FRIEND maybe is TOO busy
alway "5 dak han"
haiz, sam tam

just want to release my evil from the bottom of my hearts
boring at home
and other people will ask"dun have work meh"
haiz, work din find me then how i work leh
working is also same boring too
a advantage of working = salary
a advantage of stay at home = no need suffer about the salary
(if have any person want to find agent company for a promoter job
i ADVISE you all dun work for Aida connection)
i told the reason from above

nothing special, that all
(my english still the same, shit)